Close

Today, a song started playing in my mind. It reminded me of someone in my life. It’s a bit strange this day, as faces of people keep going through my mind. Unintentionally, I take out recordings out of jukebox and play them on my own instrument.

I guess all of this derives from the fact that I had such an intense dream. And this time it was a good one. Very nice actually. Someone interesting appeared in my dream and for the first time in a long time I felt the warmness of an innocent kiss and a warm hug.

So I woke-up with a smile on my face. I keep trying to figure out what my dreams mean, because my subconscious is very active and I believe that it’s trying to point out to me things I should do. But it takes courage to do certain things. It’s not easy to plunge into uncertainty. A strange feeling awoke the butterflies in my stomach again. And I haven’t even seen the person who triggered that emotion in a while. My feelings make a lovely puzzle lately. And just when I think I’ve manages to figure out where every piece goes, another piece pops up and makes the game start all over again.

Today it’s a smile. Last night it was a kiss. Who knows what the next piece will be? But I’m fascinated with life’s intricacy. It’s what makes it splendid!

PS: I’ve got that need for closeness again. Just a warm, gentle feeling of having someone special near.